218 days

It is so weird that I have made it this long and now, all these years of sleeping alone, now I can't sleep in my own bed. It has become a dumping ground for clean clothes. I am back on the couch. I am so tired of being this lonely and yet not being alone.

The Date

ohhhhh... a 'date' with my favorite person

soon to be single me .... hmmmm... has a nice ring to it... though I do wonder just what that will mean, being 40 and single is not the same as being single and 33...