first meeting

rushing between class...i see you down the hall... the light falling through the skylight dancing in your hair...time stops, all i hear is silence, all i see is you... i sense what you will do at the same time you do...it was like all my life was waiting for this moment...you came towards me, taking my face between your palms, running your fingers through my hair, drawing them together at the back of my neck, gently firmly pulling my neck back, quietly forcing me to look at you...nothing exists now but for your face, your eyes, your lips... your voice... how did you know? how did i know? you said you had seen me around, wanted to meet me...first time we made love it was as thought we had been partners forever...meeting like the shore and the ocean...how did you know i would let you...how did i know you would...magic...magic moments in time...how do i forget...

leather and darkness...an existance of sensation...where nothing else exists, no sounds, no sensation of temperature or time... only what he is doing, only what he is saying.

time

how do you pick up a friendship with someone who totally and utterly broke your heart? a friendship with someone who ran off with a piece of your soul? Do they still have it or did they lose it somewhere in their journey to someplace that didn't include you?

crazy time

Been working my ass off, daughter graduated from HS (YAY!!) by the skin of her teeth, mom visiting, spent all week driving off to look at properties after work, trying to put in an offer on Friday, while attending HS graduation and celebrations, drove 6 hrs to view the college of daughters choice on Saturday morning, while still trying to make an offer, spent Sat night out of technology range, 6 hr drive back on Sunday, get home and still trying to put in an offer. Goddess help me but I would sell my soul for someone to slide their fingers in my hair, grab a handful of it and whisper against into my neck "now I am in charge".